Sunday, January 18, 2009

I am interested in literature when I am not sure it's literature anymore


I should have read Jean Philippe Toussaint fifteen years ago, when I was reading Queneau, Butor, Perec, Robbe-Grillet. Reading his novels now (The Bathroom, 1985: Monsieur, 1986; Camera, 1989) has a double effect on me. Everything feels old, but I am also loving it and recognizing it as an important part of me. In Toussaint, I find the reason why writers should write, or at least the reason why I want to write: to make something new happen, in language, space, time, and to break the division line between what is worth to be told and what is not.
Toussaint reminds me why I don't care much about a well crafted story. I would never spend hours in front of a screen, desperately trying to put together sequences of words, only to write a well crafted story.
With Toussaint, I share the love for digressions. There is no MFA or creative writing manual that teaches the power of digression. They tell you to never digress, never.
Toussaint is also a filmmaker, and film is in every sentence: not only Keaton, not only Beckett (as a writer/filmmaker), but way back, Dziga Vertov, the cinema of origins, the Lumieres, Edison.
The incipit of Camera, in the translation by Matthew B. Smith: "It was about the same time in my life, a calm life in which ordinarily nothing happened, that two events coincided, events that, taken separately, were of hardly any interest, and that, considered together, were unfortunately not connected in any way."

Thursday, January 15, 2009

The Behavior of the Fish in Barcelona

Fanzinoteca (fanzinoteca.net) has organized in Barcelona a moving fanzine library called Fanzinoteca Ambulant. From January 17 to February 28, Fanzinoteca Ambulant will be hosted by the gallery Todo Junto (todojunto.net). They will screen my film The Behavior of the Fish. It's a 20 minutes documentary about David Greenberger, creator of The Duplex Planet (duplexplanet.com).
I am particularly fond of this film (I love David's work, and the interview came out great), and it's the first public screening. If you want to see it, go to Barcelona, or buy the DVD (includes other eight of my early films), here.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Day of the Fork

[...]
It looks where it can from where it is and cannot see fork anywhere.
It calls, Fork where are you?
Fork come, it says, but fork does not come. It keeps calling to make fork come.
Fingers open its lips and spoon is put on its tongue. It cannot call fork anymore, and without keeping on calling, fork will not come. If fork hears, fork comes.
Its eyes bulge, see fork being held under a rush of hot water.
[...]

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Socks

Last night I dreamt my father telling me that all my socks have holes. When I woke up this morning the drawer was open and all my socks were on the floor. I have a few socks with holes, but most of them have no holes.

Monday, January 5, 2009

Out of my mouth


I have darkness coming out of my mouth.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Some books I loved

Some books I loved in 2008:

Thomas Glynn Watching the Body Burn
Raymond Roussel How I Wrote Certain Of My Books
Chris Fujiwara Jacques Tourneur: The Cinema of Nightfall
Leni Zumas Farewell Navigator
Olivier Schrauwen Hair Types (in Mome vol.12)
Michael Kimball Dear Everybody
Roland Topor Dessins Paniques
Fletcher Hanks I Shall Destroy All the Civilized Planets!
J Robert Lennon Mailman
Brian Evenson The Wavering Knife
Jules Renard Journal
William H Gass Omensetter's Luck
Eugene Marten Waste
Tommaso Landolfi Gogol's Wife and Other Stories
Arturo Loria The Blind Man and The Beauty and Other Stories
Deb Ulin Unferth Vacation
Thomas Ligotti Teatro Grottesco
Elena Ferrante The Days of Abandonment
Jean-Philippe Toussaint The Bathroom
Lydia Davis Varieties of Disturbance
Rory Hayes Where Demented Wented